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Ash

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Secret Story 7 All-Stars - Battle Royale

Placement 5/18 ▼
Popularity 15.34%
HoH(s) held 3
PoV(s) held 2
Challenge(s) Won 7
Faced Evictions 2
Vote(s) Against 5
Day(s) Lasted 93

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Contestant Profile

Secret Story 1

Placement 1/12
Popularity 25.13%
HoH(s) held 4
PoV(s) held 1
Challenge(s) Won 6
Faced Evictions 2
Vote(s) Against 0
Day(s) Lasted 71

Statistics of Ash
Seasons competed 2
Average Popularity 19.59%
Total HoHs 7
Total PoVs 3
Total Challenges 13
Total Nominations 4
Total Votes 5
Total Days 164

Ash is a two-time Secret Story contestants appearing on the original Secret Story as well as later returning as an All-Star. Ash is most recognizable as being the first and as of Season 6 the only female winner as well as one of the two only perfect winners.

Secret Story 7 All-Stars - Battle Royale[]

Ash was one of the 18 returning All-Stars in Secret Story 7 All-Stars - Battle Royale.

Ash's Voting History
Week Ash's
Status
Ash's
Vote
Votes against
Ash
Week 1 Head of House Didn't vote Exempt
Week 2 Safe Lukas n/a
Week 3 Immune Lucky n/a
Week 4 Safe Lucas n/a
Week 5 Safe Patryk n/a
Week 6 Immune David n/a
Week 7 Head of House
Veto Holder
Didn't vote Exempt
Week 8 Safe Ahad n/a
Week 9 BotB Winner
(with CJ)
Sam n/a
Week 10 Veto Holder Isaac n/a
Week 11 BotB Winner
(with CJ)
Marco n/a
Week 12 De-throned
Nominated
Johnny Cinderella,
Dallas
Week 13 Nominated Dallas Blaine, Dallas;
Cinderella
EVICTED
(Day 93)
Jury
Vote
DALLAS

Confessionals[]

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WEEK 1

I'm not going to get sleep at all during this goddamn game, am I? You do realize that the "dethroned HoH gets nominated" thing is gonna make us throw half the challenges, right? Because I don't know whether or not to throw it, because to hell do I want to be nominated for WINNING AN HOH. This is such bullshit. There's too many goddamn people, and too little of them haven't fucking talked to me. I just want easy nominations, dammit

–Ash



The only reason why I'm trying to win this is because I really want to be Sheriff, so I can fuck people's games up. I might as well have fun with this game. Even if I suddenly become a challenge beast, I'll just throw the next couple of competitions and slink away from people's radars. Welcome to hell, bitches.

–Ash



I am the Doeo motherfucking champion. Suck it, bitches.

–Ash



WEEK 2

This entire game is based off of sides. No one's admitting it, but we're all keeping our own sides safe. Even if we're allied cross-sides

–Ash



That was a lot of wasted work. I gave myself a target in the first week for a role that lasted a week, and I didn't even get to technically use it. And now some asshole has a huge advantage. I think we can name the newest winner now. This is just fucking great.

–Ash



"I'm swimming in deep, murky waters and I'm about to be bitten in the ass if I'm not careful. Lucky wants Brian out. I want Lukas out. But I have told Lucky that I will vote for Brian and he is casually threatening me every so often and man, it makes me angry. I'm probably going to vote Brian to keep Lucky's "trust" but I am casually and slowly pushing for Lukas. It's going to be a really close vote and I have to tread lightly if it'll go my way. People are already being called out on their bullshit and I can't be one of them. This is so critical right now. I have to play every card right.

–Ash



Fuck it, fuck this. If Lukas doesn't go, I can never topple Lucky's ego and we'll never win BotB. Fuck Lucky, fuck Lukas. I vote to evict Lukas from the Secret Story mansion. Lucky can go suck five dicks. Nobody gets to control me.

–Ash



WEEK 3

I know I can't win. But I can't help but hope

–Ash



Lucky needs to sit his ass the fuck down and get the fuck out of the house. So today, I heard from CJ, that Lucky told Dallas that he wanted me out. Like, who the fuck do you think you are? Plus, Dallas didn't tell me, which probably means he agrees with Lucky, which is bad for me. But, that also means he doesn't realize how close CJ and I are. LUCKILY (ha), CJ, Isaac and I have been plotting his backdoor for over a week or two now, and since CJ dethroned Dallas, we have our chance. It has to work out this week. If it doesn't, my entire game is fucked. Lucky is too much of a unknown variable, and he's too volatile. The bitch needs to go.

–Ash



WEEK 4

Hell yeah, I'm not the first Season 1 rep or the first winner to go home! The second Lucky threatened me, I knew he had the power. You don't base threats off of nothing. Now the problem is whether or not he gave me the disadvantage. He already gave me a target. Fuck

–Ash



Overthrowing botb is better for my game because I can't win HoH without revealing my game. But a double eviction is bad especially if people start figuring out my game. I'm allied with too many people. That's gonna totally be my downfall. I don't expect to win at all. I need to get patryk out before jury though. He's the only person in this entire cast that I don't talk to. I cannot orchestrate this vote. I need to make sure I calm myself the fuck down.

–Ash



WEEK 5

Merry Christmas, bitch. I'm not abstaining. I'm using this HoH to hopefully lose and plant a target. Let's see if this works

–Ash



*insert evil cackle here* It worked. Now Ahad has won three HoH's, and if that isn't a threat, I don't know what is.

–Ash



So Ella has informed me that she asked Blaine and Patryk to throw the BoTB to get Ahad out. (ahahh. ahahah. ahahahHAHAHAH. I love it when throwing the target works.) I asked Blaine about it, and he basically confirmed it. So Patryk apparently is okay with throwing it, but I told Blaine not to. Hopefully, he'll listen. Because if Ahad is targeted by the house, with the way the game has been going, the more we drag it out, the more of a target he becomes, keeping me safe for longer, since he'll be in the spotlight. I mean, if it doesn't work, I have absolutely no problem evicting him, but that just means I have to throw the target somewhere else. Anything to stay in the game longer. I may not be HoH, but that doesn't mean I'm powerless

–Ash



David just put me and Ella in the spotlight. Just like I put Ahad there. I'm kind of impressed, but I'm using his little confession to save my game and mark him as dangerous. I think the worst thing I've done so far was underestimate him. I need to watch out

–Ash



Isaac is such a dumb little fucking shit. I'm so fucking loyal to my allies, and I thought he was one of my closest allies, and now he's fucking targeting me? So I have to quench the fire before it even starts, and get him out. My innate ally monitor is freaking the fuck out because I want to protect him, I really fucking do, but HE FUCKED UP. Honestly, I feel so betrayed and frustrated, and I want nothing more than to confront him and call him a stupid piece of shit, but I can't. I want to fix everything, but I guess some things just can't be fixed.

–Ash



I'm going to regret this. But Patryk threw the challenge. And Isaac came clean (after a lot of hinting from my part) and he's being genuine. I can tell from his syntax, and I know why he did it. Everything I know is telling me not to trust him but I know him and I can't help it. I know I'm playing with my heart and not my head, but honestly, I'd rather have my ally back. I feel safer with him, even if he kinda wants me out, than with Patryk, who would vote me out without a second thought. Isaac, I can at least get to.

–Ash



WEEK 6

Now that Isaac stayed, I'm taking credit (because he would be evicted if I wanted him to be) and I'm holding it over him. He's scared, since he got caught, which should mean he won't try it again for a while. I'll get rid of him before it happens again, though. It was an emotional move for me, but at least now I should be able to hold some version of control. For now.

–Ash



The goal is to weaken others' alliances. As long as I slowly eliminate the people that my allies are close with (who happen to be the people who I haven't managed to pull in), the game should move fairly smoothly in my way. Isaac is allied with Gavin and David, as far as I know, and Dallas with Johnny. I honestly don't even care who goes home this week, it all plays in. Let's just hope I'm doing this right.

–Ash



'WEEK 7

Fuck veto. Pissed off a bunch of people, so now I'm relying on CJ to help me with the vote. Luckily, he's sitting right next to me ;D

–Ash



So I've been literally working so much goddamn magic, and I think I've convinced people who I never even expected to vote for Gavin. CJ has been helping me with damage control with some people, and honestly, it's working. This game is literally going so well, and I'm really enjoying it. Especially troot or durr. We're fucking kicking ass

–Ash



WEEK 8

omg, CJ is pissed cause he and Ella don't have a f2 and she wants one with me omg. this is so weird.

–Ash



Even though I expected 8 votes for Gavin, that means I'm convincing enough to be able to get majority. So Sam recently mentioned that he wanted to convince Marco to put CJ up, and obviously I suggested against it, but CJ saw and now he kinda wants Sam out, because he thought he and Sam were closer. I'm like no, cause Sam actually tells me shit. And honestly, I think Ella probably just offered the f2 because she was scared by Gavin getting blindsided. So I kind of feel like he's being paranoid, but at the same time, I totally get it. But he knows that I'm gonna always do whatever I can to keep him safe, so I don't want him to be scared. When I don't want someone to go home, they don't.

–Ash



Marco is beginning to piss me off with his "let's throw challenges so we can get Ahad out" spiel. It isn't that goddamn hard to get someone out. Oh, and let me speak, I DON'T WANT TO THROW A CHALLENGE SO I'M ON THE BLOCK.

–Ash



So last week, I convinced Ahad to vote for Gavin, instead of Marco, in exchange for how we would get Marco out this week... The tables have turned. Sorry, Ahad. You're just more of a threat than Marco is (for now), and I need to start getting out the smarter players, instead of the goats. This game makes me feel so goddamn devious, but hey, I've beat eight people so far, and I'm gonna do my best to beat the rest.

In other regards, notes on the final 10:
-Sam seems to be honest with me, which I appreciate. But I think he's playing everyone, so it might be best to get rid of one of the social players.
-Brian... I'm apparently the only person who talks to him, soooo...
-Isaac is pretty unstable, but hopefully I can ride that Yoshi until I jump off a cliff. But seriously, he's pissing me off, because he's so GOD DAMN STUBBORN. Oh cry cry we're evicting all your allies. Maybe if you hadn't gone for me earlier, then I wouldn't feel the need to.
-CJ is bae, he's my definite final 2 if it comes to it, and I'd honestly be happy to lose to him. Doesn't mean I'm not going to play my best game, but I respect him enough as a player to accept a defeat. (but hey, two time winner sounds nice)
-Dallas is smart, but a little too smart, but it's not good to go against him yet. He's a great ally otherwise, but not someone to go far with.
-Johnny is just a fucking asshole who refuses to talk to me
-Ella, I think is actually semi-loyal to me, since she offered me a f2, but no one else, but at the same time, I still suspect that as a ploy to gain my trust without meaning it.
-Blaine, I'm always a little worried about, because I'm not entirely sure where his head is. So he's on my hit list. I just need to spread some seeds...
-Marco is starting to get on my nerves game-wise, but he doesn't seem to have enough power yet.

The farther the game gets, the closer it becomes, because I am probably allied with every single cast member (except Johnny) in some way, so it's becoming less of "let's get out people I'm not with" and more of "whose ass am I backstabbing this round?"

–Ash



Isaac is being a total little bitch. "you do kinda owe me one." Uh, bitch, you tried to get me out a few rounds ago, and I repaid you by getting Gavin out. I think we're fucking even. The difference between you and me is that I can get shit done, you bitch and cry when shit doesn't go your way. The more you piss me off, the worse it is for you, dumbass. As a person, you're great, but your game is seriously driving me batshit. Just stop it with all your crybaby bullshit, and either get out of the house or pull your shit together

–Ash



The benefit of being close to people is you can guilt trip them.

–Ash



WEEK 9

Don't fuck with me. Now, to rip Johnny a new one.

–Ash



I wonder if that was a secret plan by Dallas with Johnny to get CJ or I out, but I doubt it. It'd be pretty stupid. But it's plausible. Dallas is one of the only people who Johnny actually talks to. But either way, I'm in final 9. So that's a plus. Immunity is nice.

–Ash



So Sam telling me about the Isaac is targeting Ella, me, CJ and Dallas has probably just sealed his fate. Oopsie. wink emoticon Sam only told me about how Isaac was saying the four of us were in an alliance, but after I confronted Isaac about it, Isaac dished even more dirt on the plan. It's strange how everything is falling together perfectly. So now I have whoever I need to get Isaac out when I need to, and social threat Sam might meet his end soon, as well. Isaac thinks that Sam ratted him out to Ella, CJ and Dallas, but really... It was me. The only person that I don't actively screw over with my sharing of information at the right time is CJ. He's the only one safe from my wrath. This game is delightful, and the best part? I can do whatever I want this week now that I'm immune. I feel like an evil mastermind. Really, I'm probably just being cocky and I'm going to get evicted next round, but at least I'll have had a fun run at the money.

–Ash



I'm actually playing pretty, well I'm surprised. I'm in a good spot. Everyone's aware that I'm a threat but I'm allied with the other threats, and like, Isaac has been trying to take us out but.... He can't do shit.

–Ash



So I'm actively planning to take out Blaine soon. He's not on anyone's radars and that's why I'm worried. I'm on everyone's fuckin radars but he's just as good of a player as I am, and I know that. It's definitely part of his game, but I'm not falling for it. And I'll be damned if I can't do anything about it, either.

–Ash



this game is too easy. it's suspicious. it's been far too easy to gain a majority and get whoever we want out, out, and literally nothing ever happens. there's no drama. no scandals. nobody throwing a shitfit, except the occasional evictee. everything is pretty straight forward, and if i know anything about a game, that's when you have to be worried. besides johnny nominating CJ and i, there has been nothing that has gone wrong. my alliances are steady enough, isaac has been the only one to try to get me out, and failed... twice. and the sad thing is? i'm still allied with him. it's suspiciously quiet. i predict a twist

–Ash



Dallas is beginning to piss me off. Brian can't do shit to you. He has never won HoH, and he has absolutely no fucking alliances. I've kept your precious Johnny baby safe and he fucking gunned for me, Brian hasn't been able to do shit and you're too caught up with yourself to realize that there are better targets. So I need to make sure that Brian stays safe this week. I don't care if Sam or Johnny goes, just that Dallas doesn't get what he wants. It's better for my game.

–Ash



I'm starting to literally view every single person in the game, except for a select few, as a threat that I want to get out. Like, oh my god. It's unnerving. Why can't they just... not?

–Ash



WEEK 10

fucking shitstorm is what i awoke to. Ella is hella fuckin doing damage control and it's really fucking funny. but i think she gave me what i need to fuck her over. so xoooxoxoxoxo bae

–Ash



Ella is a ho, but now I'm saving Blaine and CJ is putting Isaac up, so we can get out one of her little minions. I'm not losing to this bitch.

–Ash



K so Marco is up Ella's ass. That's just great.

–Ash



I'm looking forward to Ella being pissed off at me. Cause she hella thinks I'm dumb, but yeah, the next two weeks will be great for you.

–Ash



You know why I do better in Big Brother games? Cause it's an actual SKILL. Not bullshit luck. And sure, I don't expect to win, I don't expect to get anywhere near, but I'm not going down without a fight and you know that as well as I do

–Ash



If Ella thinks I'm stupid, she's wrong. Blaine is more with me than her, and if I use veto, as I plan to, I'll have saved his ass and I have proof that she wants Blaine out too. I'm not just going to keep evicting allies, I need to weaken Ella before she fucks me over. This is crucial. It's pretty much me or her and luckily, I've been planning ahead. Gavin is gone because of his connections to Isaac and Ella and hopefully I can pull Marco out from under Ella's ass and put some goddamn reason in his head. I hate it when people try to control others and that's exactly what Ella is doing. She's a nice person but she's a conniving bitch in game.

–Ash



I'm scared. I won't lie. Because there's so many things that could go wrong in the next few weeks and I could have everything collapse on me but I just have to trust that I'm doing the right thing. This is gonna blow up on me real soon and I'm not looking forward to it at all. I'm scared out of my goddamn mind because what if my game wasn't good enough what if everyone's lying to my ass and just pretending they're with me? I just have to calm the fuck down and just be glad I'm not nominated. And stay that way.

–Ash



WEEK 11

Holy shit, I'm dumb for reasons I refuse to explain, but I think vetoing Blaine was the best thing I've done all game. He's like completely allied with me and CJ now and i think there's a chance I actually might survive this week.

–Ash



Okay, so Dallas thinks that Marco is the one pulling strings, and that Ella doesn't have very much power. So his target this week is pretty much Marco, and well, I'm going to just play along because it benefits my game. I don't exactly agree that Marco is pulling all the strings, but Ella didn't lie about who she voted, Marco did. Marco fucking snitched me out to Ella, so fuck him. If we can't convince Dallas that backdooring Ella is a good idea, then taking out the little Marco under her ass is just as satisfying.

So in addition to that, Blaine has this plan to nominate CJ and I, so we win and are safe for the week. Then, hopefully, we manage to save Blaine. As long as everything goes right, we should have enough votes to keep him, too. We just have to keep Dallas on our side. If we can pull this off... I think we have a chance.

–Ash



Fucking CJ and Dallas don't fucking have time and I have a good score, but I can't drag their asses to the win. They have to fucking DO something. Am I the only one that actually gives a shit about this goddamn game?

–Ash



Fuck yeah, final seven. Now for Blaine to just win veto. Sadly, Dallas is all like "omg ella isn't a threat" so he'll probably end up choosing Isaac as the replacement nominee. So that's just lovely. But Marco hasn't been talking to me at all, and he's a shady motherfucker anyways, so I'm gonna hijack a train and bandwagon for his eviction first chance I get.

–Ash



Ella doesn't know this, but she just told me exactly what I need to get Marco out: that she wants Isaac evicted.

Also, bitch what the fuck. I wanted Isaac evicted last week but noooo let's get out a pawn who's a threat to literally nobody. So no, you don't get to have what you want two weeks in a row. Thanks for the dirt, though.

–Ash



Man, I really don't shut up, do I? But I'm so glad Blaine saved himself. The game seems to finally be going my way. I'm definitely bandwagoning for Marco this week, so I can weaken Ella and prove to CJ that like.. hun... your allies didn't vote with us. Mine did. Little petty things.

–Ash



WEEK 12

I am not losing this game on my birthday. No fucking way. Fuck no.

–Ash



Johnny becoming suddenly active reminds me of Secret Story 1 and Lukas. Let's see if I can survive this round too.

–Ash



I'm such a heartless fucking cunt. But I am not getting evicted on my birthday, if there's anything I can do about it. The whole two different nominees actually changes things a lot, too. So I genuinely have no idea what's gonna happen anymore.

–Ash



Dallas and Blaine are both supposedly voting Johnny and Isaac. Even if Dallas votes for me and Isaac, i should be fine. Ella is evicting me and Isaac, Johnny is evicting me and I fucking convinced Isaac to vote Johnny instead of me. Because I'm "already going and I want him to survive". I love Isaac as a person but I worked too hard to get evicted. I'm voting Johnny, so it shouuuld go 4-3-2 or 3-3-3 and hopefully in either situation I stay. Crossing my fucking fingers.

–Ash



WEEK 13

tell me again how tHE FUCK I SURVIVED AGAINST JOHNNY AND ISAAC? WHAT THE FUCK.

–Ash



I really want to win this veto. I don't particularly feel like pulling bullshit two weeks in a row. As long as Dallas or Ella don't win, then I'm fine. I'm more worried about Ella, though, with all her recent bullshit scores. I just need to make final four and kick her ass.

–Ash



as per fuckin usual i'm not winning a comp when it comes to being up against CJ. the plus is that i'm allied with him. we've gotta get dallas out, cause i'm worried he's gonna spearhead another "let's fuck over ash" parade. this is gonna be an uphill battle. let's just hope my alliances are fucking solid.

–Ash



so dallas wants CJ out. and I'm not sure if it's some coverup and he actually wants me out, but as long as blaine stays loyal, CJ and I should be fine. i'm playing it like I want CJ out too, so Dallas doesn't get paranoid. I just have to make sure this all works. Dallas just can't make final four. He's a beast, I've seen him in big brother games before. He gets far enough, and he's unstoppable.

–Ash



Fuck, I expected this. Why the fuck am I always the fucking target? Fuck my life

–Ash



See, the upper hand that I have right now is that I have absolutely nothing to lose.

–Ash



I don't know if I'm gonna get out of this. It's like last week there was a noose thrown around my neck and now it's tightening. Where the fuck did I go wrong? And how the hell is CJ avoiding the target while I'm under the motherfucking limelight? Fuck my life.

–Ash



This game is actually taking a physical toll on me. Physical and mental. It's exhausting.

–Ash



Ella is posing a lot of problems for my game. It's... frustrating. To be honest, I kind of don't think she has a soul.

–Ash



JURY SPEECH

A disclaimer: Nothing in my speech is personal, unless stated so, you all have put me through hell with this game and I want you to feel the stress exactly like I did. Call me a bitch. I don’t care. I literally could not care less, because I have put my all into this game, just to watch you all barely give even half a shit and make fucking finals.

As a note to my fellow jurors: anything I have stated in this speech, I am willing to prove or delve into more detail with, if you kindly send me a message requesting so.

First of all, normally I would congratulate you all on making Final 3, and I would liiiike to say we all worked our asses off to be where we are, but honestly, judging by the fact that half of the players in the entire game didn’t even bother playing, to be where you are… isn’t that impressive. Especially since the game doesn’t seem to be about social and strategic skills, but editing skills as well. You don’t need to be a good player to make it to the end, just a lucky one. In addition to that, I would like to state that I personally, from my own game standpoint, think that you’re all fucking cowards. If you can’t take someone who might beat you to the end, because you think you won’t win, then that just means you don’t deserve to win. That’s the end of it. Argue all you want. You aren’t going to change my mind. Just because I have to vote for one of you doesn’t change the cold, hard truth. When I entered the final five, I was ecstatic to see that I was there alongside the people who I thought were the biggest and most deserving players of the game, but as I look back on it, I honestly don’t believe that any of you played to your full potential. I played my heart out, and this game meant the world to me, and to see you put in lackluster effort is painful. It’s almost an insult.

I'm disappointed in you.

So, based off of that, I want each and every one of you to put yourselves against all eight members of the jury and describe why you believe that you would beat them in the end, if they were there, and why you deserve YOUR spot in the final 3 instead of them. In extreme detail. For example, if you were sitting next to Marco, why you deserve the win over him, or me, or Isaac. If you don’t think you could beat someone, tell me the truth and why. Believe me, I’ve spent my entire game talking to you assholes, and I can smell your bullshit from a mile away. Lie, and lose my vote. Claim someone else’s move, and lose my vote. Suck up to me, and lose my vote. Et cetera.

Ella, let’s start with you. I’m going to be honest. I don’t respect your game. You acted unbelievably fake half the time; you spent hours on end getting to know me, to just throw away everything without a single regret. That hurts, especially coming from someone who I considered my friend. You lied, and you acted delusional, condescending and arrogant in your “power” when really, you were left out on a number of votes because almost nobody trusted you all game except for the people up your ass. So don’t go around claiming moves that you didn’t have any involvement in. In addition to that, when you didn’t get your way, you emotionally manipulated the people around you and turned it against us even if you were in the wrong. The problem with your game, Ella, is that you called us your friends, but friends care about each other. It’s hard to believe that you can care for other people when you’re as selfish as you seem to be. I don’t think you ever had anyone else in mind except for yourself during this entire game. At least Dallas and Blaine thought ahead with their moves, you just steamrolled anyone who you deemed unworthy without a single thought against it, not even thinking that maybe YOU DON’T WIN BY BEING A BITCH. You know, I always thought you were a nice person at heart, but honestly, I don’t think someone could be this heartless without being a sociopath. And you know what the worst part is? You did all of this for absolutely no reason, and you’ve done plenty of other shady shit that I can only just begin to fucking bitch about. Don’t even get me started on how you fucking cheated. You edited your scores in multiple occasions, in Part 1 of the Final HoH and even in Part 3. Even though you had to resubmit in Part 1, just the fact that you tried to is absolutely disgusting. And just because the puzzle wasn’t confirmed, doesn’t mean I don’t suspect that too. Your scores logically and mathematically don’t make sense. I’m not bitter. I’m repulsed. Cheating, to me, is a huge insult. To my game, to CJ’s, to every single person in this entire cast. You screwed over your fellow competitors because of your selfishness, and honestly, I can name a couple of people who deserve your spot more than you do. And by a couple, I mean all fifteen evictees. It’s not something that I can forgive, as a fellow player who has put everything she had into this game. You clearly have no morals, and honestly, sometimes I don’t think you have a soul, either. You’re an insult to everyone in this game, even the most inactive of us all. All-Stars don’t cheat, because we don’t need to. We’re good enough players as it is, and if you have to resort to such dishonest measures, you don’t even deserve to be here in the first place. If you can’t survive without pulling some bullshit absurd competition wins, then you have failed at your game. This was just pathetic, Ella. You’re just a fraud, you’re not an All-Star. Just because Marish believed all of your petty lies, doesn’t mean I did, and hopefully, neither will the rest of the jury... I expect you to tell me the complete truth here. Why did you cheat and why did you decide to play such a unnecessarily backstabby game when you didn’t even need to? You constantly lied, and honestly, I can’t tell if you’ve ever told the truth at all in this game. I know I said that I wanted to stay friends, but I’m questioning whether or not I even respect you enough for that to be possible. So Ella, tell me, why should I bother to continue to be friends with you at all? And by the way, no real princess would ever act like this. You don’t deserve to call yourself Cinderella. Real name or not. -Xoxoxo, Ash.

Blaine, Dallas. I understand that part of your game is obviously diverting a target from your head and playing low, but honestly, I think the both of you may have laid too low. Please convince me otherwise if you wish to win.

Dallas, you’re a smart player. My question is, why didn’t you do more with your game? Honestly… I wasn’t impressed. You’re still probably getting my vote, but besides finally managing to evict my ass, you… stayed under the radar. For a typical power player, that’s a good idea, and kudos for pulling that off, but I don’t know if it’s shitty hindsight, unawareness or what, but… what made your game special? Because from what I saw, you were smart, and you did what you needed for your game, but besides evicting me, what did you do? I’m giving you the chance to explain your entire game here, and possibly change my perspective. Have fun with it.

Blaine. I expected more out of you. You spent half the game absolutely refusing to give any input on evictions, and just voting however the fuck you pleased, while also staying under the radar and rarely making bold moves. I was never sure if you were telling the truth to me, because you rarely seemed to have an opinion. Was that your genuine strategy? For the other perfect winner, good job on making it to finals, but honestly… where’s the mastermind? What happened to the Saboteur that made it to the end without being detected, the perfect winner? Or did he just never exist?

  • sips* I love you, half bae, but I’m here because of you and Dallas, so explain this to me, why do you deserve to be the best winner, Secret Story’s Sandra? What did you do? What made your game stand out from everyone else’s? Just like Dallas, this is your chance to explain your game. Good luck.

Do understand, however, that I am holding you to a higher standard, and your answers will need to excel to earn my vote, because the stakes are much higher for you.

I’m not going to claim that I knew everything in game, so how about you fill me in? Impress me. Describe your game plan, your gameplay, your strategy and social game, describe your pitfalls, your successes, what you would change about your game in hindsight, and anything else you think relevant. Be extremely detailed, and mention how each eviction affected your game. Dallas, Blaine, you may combine this with my previous request to explain your games.

In order for me to type your name and a speech explaining my vote, you have to earn it, and I won’t make it easy, because honestly, I’m not entirely sure if any of you even deserve to win.

Cheers. *drops mic*

–Ash



Secret Story 1[]

Preceded by
Title Established
Champion of Secrets
Secret Story 1
Ash mangatar
Ash
Succeeded by
Secret Story 2
Nuno SS2 ingame
Nuno

Ash was one of the original 12 contestants on the first season of Secret Story 1. She won 5 challenges including 4 HoHs and 1 vetos. She lasted the full 71 days and was one of the two finalists, where she ended up ultimately beating Wesley in a 7-0 vote, crowning her the winner. Her secret was that she was born at 10:23 A.M. Her secret was exposed by Alfons on Day 54.

Ash's Voting History
Week 1 Ash's
Status
Ash's
Vote
Votes against
Ash
Week 1 Head of House Didn't vote Exempt
Week 2 Veto Holder Andrew n/a
Safe Joshie n/a
Week 3 Safe Ethan n/a
Week 4 Head of House Didn't vote Exempt
Week 5 Safe Ethan n/a
Week 6 Head of House Didn't vote Exempt
Week 7 Nominated Not eligible none
Week 8 Safe Alfons n/a
Week 9 Nominated Not eligible none
Week 10 Head of House Luke Exempt
Jury votes
for Ash
Ahad, Alfons, David, Eddie,
Ethan, Luke, Nicholas
WINNER
(Day 71)

Confessionals[]

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WEEK 1

So I've been roped into some weird alliance with Orange, Blake, LP and DB... My reaction: No. Just... no. They're targeting Wes, who I want to work with. (And also Alfons, who I think is annoyed with me.) And god, I would rather be eliminated than ally with Orange. He annoys the living hell out of me. That alliance is going down.

Currently, I'm allied with Wes, that weird alliance, LP, Eddie and Nick, of all people, I would never expect to have allied with Nick, but here I am. Working with him. Either way, he's on my radar.

My #1 goal right now is to stay off of the block, my #2 goal is to protect Wes. He's one of the two people I genuinely like in this game, the other (somehow) being Eddie. This is going to be a very ...fun game.

So hell broke down in the house yesterday, and I was just sitting there, laughing my ass off. There is nothing but distrust among us, so I'm just going to lean back and enjoy the show.

–Ash



WEEK 2

All this secret finding is making me competitive. Igh. and would Orange just shut up?!?! EVER?!?

–Ash



WEEK 5

I find it kind of sad that only now in the final 8 are group alliances forming... I have one with Ahad, Eddie and Luke, and then one with Wesley and Eddie... I prefer going with Wes and Eddie... and then there's still Nick pretty much on the outs with Ethan and Alfons. This game is gonna get interesting the second it hits final 6 if everything goes as planned. Heh. I can't wait. (Watch me get blindsided.)

I have an irritating dilemma, because I want the most points in the house and the last one with a secret, but the thing that irritates me is that Wesley and I have a pact to not guess each other... so I'm stuck being annoyed and wanting his 60,000 points. Damn you Wesley. I saved Nick this round, I think, just to gain his trust, but he's most likely going up with Alfons, the ghost next round. Him or Eddie, since they both don't give a shit. This game is pretty much mine and Wesley's to play until the end, since we're the only ones without the disadvantage, aka we get to have fun winning HoH all the time. Fun days.

–Ash



WEEK 6

"Goals 1 and 2 complete for the moment. 1: be last person with secret. 2: most points. YASSS. now let's hope the clues aren't too damn revealing (*glares*) and let's hope I make it to the end :D anyways, good mood for today

–Ash



WEEK 7

So yeah, here's one before I possibly go home. This day has been rather hellish. First Wes gets out against me, then it's like oops Alfons meant to put up Eddie against me so I'd go home, and my immediate reaction is like shit. I know Luke is still loyal to me, Wes has apparently decided that he wants to go to F2 with me again (even though he publicly said he wanted to backstab me in F5 when he thought he was out???), Luke has managed to convince Ahad to keep me, apparently. So I might not be out just yet, but let's see if they lied. Alfons is going up in just about every situation possible next vote, whether I'm there or not, and hopefully one of us can beat him out at PoV. It's really fucking angering that he's been inactive and not giving a shit about this game up until F6 and then he expects to just enter this game, his guns blazing, fuck up everyone's hard work and make it far? Not on my goddamn watch, you fuckshit. And holy fuck, is he rude as hell. My biggest pet peeve is when people shove stuff in my face and he's done just that

–Ash



WEEK 8

So, if I'm correct, my score should be second highest, just barely below Luke's, and this is quite the bit of a strategic move. If Luke wins HoH, he'll nominate Alfons and Wes, and if everything goes as planned, Wes will survive, but if Wes beats me in the final four HoH, he'll be annoyed at Luke for nominating him and thusly he will nominate Luke and hopefully Ahead. If i'm not correct and Wes wins... well he nominates Ahad and Luke and we backdoor Alfons hopefully. So this generally only works if Luke wins HoH for once, since I know he won't be able to win in F4 and it might be imperative to my safety that I win that one...

–Ash



WEEK 10

"Holy mother of fucking shit I made final three. God, I'm so nervous. I'm really glad Ahad is out, I kind of think there's a higher chance of Wes taking me to F2 than Ahad, and I'm not sure what the jury thinks of Ahad. But Luke or I HAVE to win the final HoH and take Wes out. As much as I love the guy, there's still the slight chance he'll beat me. Or throw me under the bus in finals. I know most of the jury views Luke as my sheep (he's more of just a disturbingly loyal ally) so I could be able to beat him. And I can just reason with Wes that he full out told everyone in Final 6 that he wanted to backstab me in Final 5, and then he suddenly came to his senses and saved me, like, that's hard to trust. I'm just scared that if Wes wins HoH, he'll go against his word and take Luke just for an easy win. I mean, I'd vote for him, it's a smart move, exactly why I plan on taking HIM out. /it totally doesn't work, I get voted out 3rd./

Also, note to our lovely host... I HATE YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS CHALLENGE YOU GODDAMN BASTARD GO ROT IN HELL.

So Luke tells me Ahad seems pretty bitter over Luke voting him out... I find that hilarious since Ahad would've gone in 2/3 of the situations, since I did convince Luke that Ahad was the bigger threat against Wes... But since it was a me vs Ahad situation, the result was clear. (Mostly because there was a bigger chance Wes would take me to the end than Ahad, since he DID say it was a bad move for Luke to not vote me out lel, and Wes doesn't have that much time for challenges) I still find this revelation hilarious.

The game reaches a sad point once you realize that you've fully trusted Luke... e_e

–Ash



OPENING STATEMENT

Hello jury. As you know, I’m one of your finalists. It’s been a long season, and it’s been a riot playing with you. I’ve loved every second of it, and this season will go down as one of my favorites that I’ve ever played. Everyone in the game was fun to play with, even if I didn’t specifically like you. This wasn’t an easy season, and I thank you for making it so. Just saying... I apologize in advance for the length of my speech.

I started this game out barely knowing anyone in the cast except for Luke, Eddie and Wesley. I got dragged into a “Taco” alliance with Orange, Blake, Luke and Ahad within the first day, an alliance that although I was honored to be added to, I did not plan to claim any sort of allegiance to. I ended up allying with Luke, Eddie and Wes, talking to other members of the house, like Nick, Joshie and Ahad (later in the game), but promising nothing to them as to not have to break too many ties at the end.

A few days later, I won the first HoH, as you may know. I set out to destroy a possible problem later in the game by nominating the two people who I thought to be the leaders of the alliance, Orange and Blake. Although they were not direct threats, the fact that they had created the alliance so quickly and without asking me if I wanted to be in it or not, that did not play well with me. I also knew that Orange was easily irritated, and that could play against me and place a target against me. I thought right, and both of them were incredibly irritated at me for nominating them, even starting a fight in the chat. Alfons won veto, and took Orange off, my original target, and I put Ethan up for his inactivity and arranged for Blake to be eliminated. As planned, he was.

The next week, I was unable to compete in the HoH challenge, and Wes won and nominated Orange and Eddie. Since I was allied with Eddie, I won veto and saved him from being on the board. Wes replaced him with Ahad, and since I still wanted to destroy any remains of the Taco alliance, I convinced most of the house to vote Orange, causing him to be the second person out. It was then revealed that Joshie got Eddie to tell him his secret, which was why Joshie guessed it, causing the two of them to be automatically nominated for the offense. I didn’t want Eddie to go home right after I had saved him, so I placed a target on Joshie’s back and got him eliminated. Week three, Ahad beat me in HoH and nominated Wes and David. David won veto, and Ahad put Ethan up. It was Wes vs Ethan, and since I deemed Wes a valuable ally and trusted him, Ethan would have been evicted unanimously if not for the twist causing it to be a fake eviction. In week four, I won HoH again, and put up Ethan and David, since I realized the two of them had some sort of connection or alliance, and the fact that I wanted the last willing member of the Taco alliance out (Ahad was an unwilling addition, just like me.) In order to get slightly ahead in the Secrets Game, I guessed Ahad’s secret correctly, leaving him to have the 10% deduction from his score, after realizing that he could win HoH more often since he had already proved that he could. After veto, the nominations remained the same and I talked to Wes and Luke about how I didn’t want David to correctly guess mine and Wes’ secrets. David was evicted.

Week five, Wes won HoHo and nominated Ethan and Nick. Luke won veto, and didn’t save anyone. I had affiliations with Nick, and I wanted Ethan to simply be out of the game, so I worked to save Nick and get Ethan out. Shortly saying, he was evicted.

Week six, I won HoH again. I decided that since I knew that Nick was good at challenges, he could suddenly come back in the game and try to win it, so I nominated him with Alfons as a pawn, knowing that since at that point he was completely inactive and nobody saw it useful to vote him out. I talked to the house and made sure Nick was evicted. Week seven, it got incredibly complicated. Alfons suddenly became active to “make the house more exciting”, proceeded to win HoH and nominate Wes and I. Wes and I were freaking out, we were working our asses off on the veto, but Alfons beat us by a landslide. At first, we didn’t know that Alfons had vetoed Wes and replaced him with Eddie because of a mistake in the technical half of the season, so the eviction went on with me vs Wes, and Luke and I were working our asses off talking to everyone. The vote ended up with Wes “going home”, and him commenting on how he wanted to backstab me in Final 5, which set off all alarms for me. Then the switch was revealed and I was up against Eddie this time. Luke (and apparently Alfons) talked to Ahad to keep me, and I talked to both Wes, telling him that I was still loyal and the main reason I agreed to continue with the second vote was to save him, and Ahad, trying to reason with him to keep me. The vote ended up as 3-0 with Eddie going home, but I know I almost went home before then. Week 8, the whole house’s goal was to get Alfons out. There was a Wes and I plan to nominate Ahad and Luke and then backdoor Alfons, and then Ahad/Luke and I all agreed to nominate Wes and Alfons. I threw the HoH challenge in order to keep my connections with the entire house, and since I knew Luke had a good score, I was hoping he’d win. That way the house would be a bit more divided and I’d have less of a target on my back, since I obviously had one from the past week. Luke and Wes ended up tying at the game, and then Wes won the tiebreaker, nominating Luke and Ahad. Everyone worked their asses off at the challenge to be able to backdoor Alfons, but Ahad won and it was Luke vs Alfons. I talked to Ahad, and it was an easy decision: vote out the challenge threat, the one who suddenly became active to fuck up everyone’s games. I’ll admit, the vote was partially personal, due to my irritability at how Alfons tried to shove it in my face that I would go home the previous week. Alfons was evicted easily, propelling me into the final 4.

Final four, week 9, whatever you want to call it came. The veto competition came first, and I absolutely sucked at the challenge. Luke won the challenge, safety and the only vote in the elimination. HoH was a bit more complicated. If Ahad won, Wes would go home, if I won, I could talk to Luke and find an agreement with him, if Wes won, Ahad would go home. I told Wes that Ahad wanted him out, which prompted him to win HoH. Ahad was voted out by Luke’s vote.

Week ten was probably the most stressful week of this entire game. It didn’t even hold a candle to week 7. Luke won the first challenge, and I was up against Wes in the second. I had to win it, because I was terrified that Wes would backstab me and take Luke to finals. After playing the challenge for hours on end, I managed to win it, propelling me to the third section, that I won easily. Of course, I didn’t know whether or not I won, but I was betting that I did, so the decision between Wes and Luke was imminent. Both of them had pros and cons, but in the end I decided to go with my constant final (2 or 3) plan, to take the person harder to beat, so that if a) I lose, it’s to the better person, and b) if I win, it’s deserving. Another point to make was that Wes was my first final 2 deal out of the two that I had this season.

Which brought me here. No matter what any of you think, I believe that I deserve to be here. I’m also glad that I’m sitting here with one of my original allies, my co-challenge beast Wes. I’ve had his back since the start of the game, as have I with Luke, and I want to say that the final 3 eviction was the hardest decision of all of my games. Half of you probably think I’m an idiot to take him to the finals, since he could beat me, but that’s always and always will be my game. My goal is to win if and only if I deserve it (based off of my gameplay and not personal vendettas), not because I’m the least of all evils. I’ve never won with it, but maybe third time’s the charm.

I believe that I’ve played the best game in order for me to get this far. I’ve chosen the correct allies, I’ve socialized with just about everyone in the game, (sans Ethan, due to the simple fact that he was never online), I’ve won challenges, and I’ve strategized to further myself in the game. I lied where I needed to, I was careful with what I said to everyone, and I was very careful to trust anyone. In terms of the Secret Game, I chose a harder secret to guess and worked to figure out others’ secrets. I admit, I have made mistakes, but everyone does, and I worked to undo the effects of those mistakes on my game.

I did my best to alienate my emotions from my game, and although there were a few exceptions, every move was a rational decision to make sure that I would be here. None of you should take anything I’ve done personally, it’s just part of my game. I considered my options in every vote and went with what I believed to be best for my fate in the game. That’s why I’m here. I’ve played this game for MYSELF, for MY goals, and nobody else. Nobody can say anything else. I will happily answer any questions you have about me or my gameplay in order to help you make your decision.

–Ash



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